it can never be the same again i know
i can never trust another person as much as i did before
but all the memories just keep coming back now and then
and sometimes i wonder if i did e right thing
from the day that u said those to me
i know i will take quite some time for me to have complete trust in it again
but now i realised that i need a much longer time for me to recover from it
and i know i can never really forget it all
because it left me with too deep a cut
for me to really trust another person that much again
with all my heart i did not want to admit
but i really miss those times we have had

tell me
what is e meaning of forever?

no one really knows what i am really thinkin inside me
not even a real single person
i want to keep all this to myself
but i found i cannot handle it well
so i wrote all this here
to 'vent' it all out
and i hope that the empty feeling inside me will go away

^this is on friendship-


i wanna do my best in e final yr examz.. i realli wan to.. but i found dat my emathz was juz too cham.. cuz i dun even noe hw to do my hmk.. if tiz go on.. i noe i wil fail.. im goin to find sumone to tch mi.. n try to improve on it.. =) im nt goin to slack.. try nt to..
my bdae gt exam.. suay..