i know that im supposed to be STUDYING now. but suddenly i started to miss so many things. missing them so much that im going to explode!

i miss 4e3; the fun we had, eating in class and pissing the teachers off with everything we do. getting punished together. not doing homework and sitting outside the class together. crapping together. working hard together. being scolded by teachers for being the least-serious class in the whole level and yet got nice results together. going for liwen's farewell bbq and toasting marshmallows.

i miss mrs chia; our dear lovely chemistry-cum-form teacher. my chemistry is always not good but she's the reason that motivates me to study, didnt want to disappoint her. our dear chicken little. serious at times but can play with too.

i miss lao huang; our dear chinese-cum-assistantform teacher, always making us laugh. always pushing up his pocket and adjusting his shoulders. always threatening to confiscate our food when we ate right in front of him.

i miss lee choon kiong; our dear yellowed physics teacher, snoopy-lover and look-alike, always entertaining us in class and making the lessons interesting. thats what makes us good in physics. HE's the REASON. copying the 500 lines of definations but thats why we remembered and always know our definations. the night classes we had.

i miss penguin; i miss having fun during the ONEstar kayaking course. him wearing the sunglass and looking so penguin. him and charles. elaine too. and zai. and chelsa. and lance. rowing in the canal. dead fishes. capsize drill; the 3 taps. CSSC. forming of raft. president's star charity. kerenia and daphne. the fun at jurong east swimming complex after that. the yucky stuffs from noses.

i miss claudia; my dear KBOX partner, my dear bestie. our chats, crapping together. complaining about stuffs. our A.C.T. internal rivalries. the 5 min walk to her house. doing homework and revision together. going out for movies. simply hanging out and just having fun.

i miss jeanne; my dear genie, our happyfruit, my dear bestie. the one who cheers us up everytime when we're low. the one who cries when birthday song is sung by the whole class. the one who got super alot presents on her birthday. the 8 and alot more unknown directions.

i miss weiqi; the crazy times we had, the ONEyear cold war, my dear bestie. the TV show. the director with foods for us. the golden lion. the recorder plus the singing. my forgetting of lyrics. us going to all places and lining up every week. the supposed to win de glass rack. the stories we planned. us being cousins. made up like a clown and being laughed at. your doggie hair. screamings and shoutings practically everywhere. our common language. the chionging to watch fireworks and being giapped by mrt. longjohn foods. the ooo-ing and aaa-ing. playing prank calls. the lrt shop. the mini birthday celebration. the nice jiejie and uncle. TRYING to study together.

i miss liwen; the fun times we had, the ONEyear cold war, my long distance bestie now. my once-shifu in anime drawing. her jiujiu-shenghong. my bestie in secONE. going to her house everytime to have fun. leg being fractured and us escorting her practically everywhere. going to her house early in the morning to fetch her to school. her yati. listening to her playing of piano. the fantuan and sotong. the super nice maggie plus ribena. her lovely pikachu and stacks of comics. us skipping PE using accompanying her as an excuse. her being so picky and asking me to rewrite and rewrite again. her being so angry with lianting. her being sensitive to cat furs. the making of cookies for PW.

i miss siongjun; my dear bestie since primary school times, my tuition partner, my idol. the one who goes to tuitions with me. who lives just 9 storeys below me. the calling of one another whenever we want to go to the mall. going to birthday parties. waiting for school bus together to go charlton. going to your house to go school together. the copyin of work at ms cherie's. the hanging out and chatting at the RC. the bees you had.

i miss ms cherie; my dear tutor, just like a good friend to us. the fun there. the dictations and foods. the one who ALWAYS have sweets or chocolates for us. the tests and copying of work. the gathering place for the THREE of us. the one who advised us to keep as close as last time. the one whom i nearly made her super angry. me being disrespectful to her. the children's day visits for collection of presents, even till now also still can go back take. visits to her house during chinese new year and missed my sakura buffet. junjie being good friends with melvin. my dislike of huiping. she tolerated my not good personality then. im sorry. to siongjun too, im sorry. my FAVOURITE tutor. my dearest one of all.

i miss M&M; my dear little friends, alot gone, but i missed you all like crazy. treasure hunting for GOLD and accidentally stepping on it. playing in the shelter with the TRIO. playing around the swimming pool. slacking in the aircon room with fleecy and fluffy. BUT I DONT MISS RITZ GETTING HORNY. i miss him being so sweet that u can even sit on the ground with him without any worries. i miss the cute little ones of katherine.

i miss the FIRA in F.O. camp; all so united, but now some gone.

i miss the closeness we had; but now its all gone too.

i miss sec3 camp; where's the vcd. they never give us. the wakatobi trail. some nearly slipped and fell. those hornet drills. the plank of wood whereby everybody walks across and finally collapsed when someone big is crossing, and fell into the muddy yucky stuff. the fabulous meals we had; overflowing food. rice plus vegetables plus meat plus fruit plus drinks provided by the arwana resort. the super duper nice and hilarious instructors. mark, elf, eugene, nils[ithink] and the rest i forgot. the songs. the visit the school of bintan. the kids there, ever so friendly and lovely. lined up to give us handshakes when the time has come for us to leave.

the mostMEMORABLEone.
looking through the window, what do people see,
if you want to jia kim jio, do the proper way,
meet me tonight by the moonlight, meet me tonight all alone,
i've got something to show you, something thats yellow and long,
ONE banana, TWO banana, THREE banana, FOUR,
FIVE banana, SIX banana, many many more..
[and this goes on]

i miss pertapis; the kids there, my closest darlings there. athirah, hairah, and another one. im sorry but i've forgotten your name. the lantern making session. the buddy readings we had. the changing of buddies from sec school ones to primary sch ones. the mischevious one, i forgot your name but i still remember your FACE! the games day we planned. you guys pulling off my rubberbands and me running around to chase after you. calling me katik. the learning of malay from you guys. i hope that i can see you guys at the pertapis carnival. i hope that you've all been good and can go. i really missed you guys like mad.

and the missings goes on and on...