TOMORROW IS THE 99TH DAY THAT FIRA IS FORMED!

which means, FIRA is NINETY-NINE days old!

time passes so fast, we've already known each other for so long since the F.O. camp!

at first im very excited about tomorrow, cause we're going to watch fireworks! i thought that everyone will be turning up! to be honest, i really miss the times in the F.O. camp, how i wish that time would turn back, i would tell them how much i love them! actually, i know it very clearly myself that although the 99th day is significant, im just using it as an excuse to gather up everyone. and try to maintain the close bonds that we once had. i miss EVERYONE so much! if only we're as on as before, if only the super-glue kind of bond is still between us, i'll try my utmost best to stay neutral towards boon siong, thats how much i'll do for the FIRA bond to re-surface. it really means alot to me. i treasure you guys super loads!

but now, i feel so down. i didnt expect that clariss will not be going. she doesnt think that its of any significance. she didnt celebrate it before, and she doesnt plan to do it now. she thinks that we meet everytime at club. she thinks that there is no point in it. but honestly speaking, do we really? at least, only some frequent the club. even clariss herself also doesnt go club often. havent you noticed that we havent had a FIRA outing for a long time? i admit that i dont like what im hearing, and i feel like arguing. but i simply dont have the strength now, im too moodless for that. clariss im not blaming you, but i really appreciate FIRA alot. FIRA is a very important part of my friends list. i just hope that you would understand..

putting aside my low mood, i would like to tell EVERY FIRA MEMBERS,

THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!


now i feel so useless getting so depressed over this, when other FIRA members doesnt even seem to care.

sighhs.