i feel outdated.
we were once so close, but now i dont even know what's new in your lives, maybe i should make visits to the club more often, or rather, just visit the club for the first time after the FOC. now i feel as if you give people that kind of feeling, that scary feeling like you want to get to the bottom of everything. you gave me that feeling that you want to keep it under wraps, which reminds me so much of cadc style. sighs. and the clubroom of cadc feels like a stranger to me, now with so many unknown year 1s flooding the place. and im not sure if they welcome me still, after not helping out with FOC and telematch. sighs. was so close with percy once, now i dont even have a topic to actually chat about. i dont know what happened to her, and she didnt tell me either. meiqi too, feels so far away, far away from FIRA. SIGHS. this is not good. i feel depressed.
i miss FIRA gatherings. i miss the home-y feeling that i'll always feel when i'm with them.
and i know that i SHOULD be studying now. but its so difficult to get them in.
"简单的快乐就是幸福"
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